For some reason, the first two weeks of post-baby life felt really manageable and rosey and accomplished. But then - I realized that my body just wasn't going to heal if I kept living like that, so in the past forty-eight hours, I've gone back to semi-caveman-like existence. Sitting a lot, resting a lot, not doing any laundry or sweeping at all. No vacuuming or planning, very little computer use. Just lots of holding and sitting & resting. To top it off, Benjamin has a little runny nose issue that is affecting his eating a good deal - so we are just holding each other a lot and trying to get through each minute. I actually just put him down for the first time in about 24 hours (literally) and I didn't realize how long it had been till he was out of my arms for about five minutes - woosh, I love that boy
but my arms are tired.
So I'm feeling quite foggy & the theme of this season is learning how to thrive in the
fog & the lack of productivity. And I think I've made a gameplan:
very short, simple to-do lists. Or long-term far off goals.
Some examples:
Today, I would like to: shower & read my bible.
By the fall I would like to: make sure Glory & I are getting one-on-one girl time once a week.
We are being over taken by testosterone.
In three weeks: I'm hoping to see some major signs of healing on this body.
Friday: I will get to sit & talk to my sister ALL DAY, in the flesh!
In six weeks: I want to buy Elias' toddler bed & bedding and help him start sleeping in it,
in his new bedroom, wherever that may be!
and of course,
This weekend: I would like to take some new pictures of my babes for you all to coo over.
Here is one to hold you off until then.
but my arms are tired.
So I'm feeling quite foggy & the theme of this season is learning how to thrive in the
fog & the lack of productivity. And I think I've made a gameplan:
very short, simple to-do lists. Or long-term far off goals.
Some examples:
Today, I would like to: shower & read my bible.
By the fall I would like to: make sure Glory & I are getting one-on-one girl time once a week.
We are being over taken by testosterone.
In three weeks: I'm hoping to see some major signs of healing on this body.
Friday: I will get to sit & talk to my sister ALL DAY, in the flesh!
In six weeks: I want to buy Elias' toddler bed & bedding and help him start sleeping in it,
in his new bedroom, wherever that may be!
and of course,
This weekend: I would like to take some new pictures of my babes for you all to coo over.
Here is one to hold you off until then.
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